May 27, 2009
Oh reader, I don't know what is happening to me... I am out of control... I am doing things I should not be doing but this relationship has become so confusing! Everyone tells me to leave him but a part of me still wants to hold on. He's a good person and he doesn't deserve to be treated like this but where the f***ing hell is he?
I really don't know what to do! All I know is that if he breaks up with me I will be relieved because we're both not happy with each other anymore. I got used to being the underdog for too long, it's as if it is only now that I realize that I've got rights - that I can stand up and get what I want and that I can leave if I'm not getting my due. I know he can say the same about me but doesn't that only make things so much clearer?
Oh my gulay, I feel so f***ing bad! What the f*** happened to us?
Why is it that I always break up during May? This is the 5th consecutive year this has happened to me...
I'm asking for help but no one really has authority over me... No one.
Oh reader... This feels like sh**.
Really.
Ohhh I want to cry but nothing comes out!
:(
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